Thing of The Day: I am just in a mood

I just want to reiterate from my article yesterday. Anything can be done with passion and especially if you have something like BPD don't be afraid to put your emotion in what you do. Hey that means you are using your emotions in a positive way. Have a great first day of summer

How Having BPD Benefits My Art

So I was watching something, it was somebody singing and I could just see the emotion in his eyes. I feel that is like me with my art.
So just for people who are reading this for the first time the biggest thing with Borderline Personality Disorder is everything has an emotion. I feel that way when I do art.
I put as much as I can into every drawing. Maybe not thinking slow but it is all me.
The drawings have character you can see it here is an example

So I did this in my art class. Everybody else's looked very polished. Then there is mine. You can see obvious things: The background is very day, I missed a few sports and very little bit of the bottom is actually white. 

But I can honestly say that it is me. I put all my heart into it. Most of the marks are not gentle. We did a critique and my professor said what do you think of your drawing and you have to understand to me a lot of the other drawings looked like they could be in books and then there is mine. I said I feel like I was a bull in a China shop. While I don't think it was taken this way I didn't mean it to be bad. It is truly me. 

This is true with all my drawings, paintings and art pieces. They are not perfect (hence the name of this blog the imperfect artist). But I can truly say they are me.

It happened again this week. My professor said for the project I should take my glasses off and I said professor that is not me.

Still life drawing is supposed to be so objective and exact. Well not for me. I put all my emotion into it. That won't change. 

I think my mental health has a bunch to do with this. My piece doesn't have to be perfect and I don't want it to be. Every piece I do shows how far I have come. 

Thing of The Day: Having Fun

Things, this blog included, are always so serious. So today on a Saturday, watch a game or a TV show, do a project, go and take a walk. Skills are great but sometimes the best remedy is to just have fun and not worry about anything. I know that this is easier said than done

BPD Cartoon

So everyone knows that I like cartoons when I found this one I had to share it

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Hi I think that this is very important to remember

Some art, thoughts and what I have been up to

Hi everybody. So this is one of the more important articles that I have done in a while
So the reason I haven't been posting as much (as well as some of my drawings not looking as good) is because I am taking a drawing class. It is just drawing 1.
It is 4 hours. The longest class I have had before this is an hour and 15 minutes. After the first day I wanted to quit. I also found out the class was mostly still life drawings.
But things take time. I am getting better with the length. We have been doing a drawing project in class and this is what I have drawn (there are yams and garlic)

This was a practice one 

I was also learning how to use different materials on this. I used graphite sticks on the first yam, vine charcoal on the third, and charcoal in the middle.
So today we did a critiquing session. I picked the garlic drawing as the one to show to the class. Everybody else's drawing looked so much more refined. To me mine looked like a bull in a China shop.
But when we got to mine I got a pleasant surprise. I was told how good my drawing was. The sizing was near perfect and while the drawing was different than most of the other ones it truly showed me and it had character.
A lot of the difference were due to mental stuff. I draw with emotion but more than that I am impulsive and have a fast brain. Therefore, especially with the unforgiving charcoal I wasn't sure if the drawings looked good. But, they did.
So the point I am trying to make is remember, whether you have mental illness or not but especially if you do, that being different does not mean being bad. It might just be your style and don't change your way just to make it like everybody else's. These drawings are very much me.
I would love to know what people think as these are really the first still-life drawings I have ever done.

Some Faces

Here are some faces

Some of these were supposed to be Tadashi from Big Hero 6

Some Character Drawings

So I will be adding a bunch of drawing posts so check them out

So most of these are a character I call inspirational Isaiah

Emotional Emmett

 A wolf character

Please remember that practice practice practice is the key. These are not perfect or all consistent but it is about practice

Mental Health Article

I found this article and I just think it is great
NEUROSCIENTIST EXPLAINS WHY CRAFTING IS GREAT FOR MENTAL HEALTH

A Mental Health Drawing

I made a pretty cool mental health piece. I have to give a shout out to my friend who gave me this quote

I hope you guys enjoy it. Also I was not thinking of the superhero antman when I drew this.

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Hi for the thing of the day I thought I would put up an article. I wrote something similar but here is another view.

What not to say to people with BPD

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Thing of The Day: My Project I have Been Working On

So I have been working on a mini canvas project. Everyone knows I love superheroes and really liked it. It is based on this promotional work

Okay there are going to be a lot of pictures just warning you and then some notes on the bottom. I was only going to do Black Panther but after the results I decided to do all 12 characters

 Black Panther

Scarlet Witch

Ant-man

Vision

Black Widow

Hawkeye

Winter Soldier

Falcon

War Machine

Iron Man

Captain America 

Spiderman 

Okay here are the face to face shots (I picked who looked at who but there was a reason)

Vision and Scarlet Witch

Black Panther and Scarlet Witch (these are just the first two I have drew)

Hawkeye and Black Widow

Bucky Barnes and Black Panther

Falcon and War Machine

Steve Rogers and Tony Stark

Antman and Spiderman 

Okay and here is the full version I lined it up like a star 

All of them 

Some notes 

This is the first time I have draw faces from a side-view 

When these posters came out spiderman was not in them. So I made that one using others promo art. Also I realized I couldn't spell out his full names so I used webs to be like the name was falling and the webs are being used to keep them out

I was surprised by how good the vision came out. Obviously I didn't have the perfect color (as is true for many of them). This is true for other things too like Black Widow's hair

Their posters all of them say divided we fall. However on the big poster it says united we stand on team Roger's side. So I hope it gave some perspective

I know they don't all look perfect (specifically Iron Man looks more like Chuck Norris, Hawkeye like Peyton Manning and Ant-man like Bill Hader) 

I think the three best were Vision, Falcon and Black Panther

I used gold for the star so you could see it but I obviously the stars are not perfect.
Part of me wanted to do a Sharon Carter poster as well. But there was no match on the other side. Also she was not on the original poster.

I think for mental health it should be reminded that things don't have to be perfect and let your creative juices flower.
I have done lot of Captain America Civil War art. Don't expect that change. Anyway I hope you enjoy this

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Remember that the most amazing things, the gifts you enjoy the most may be small.

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Make sure you divide what is face from what is worry.

Why Using Drawing Tutorials Is Great

So I have tried to make my own style. So why would I want to use a tutorial?
Well because if I am using this as a skill you want success. I realized how similar mine are to chibi. So I should just draw what I want.
To me the key is adding your own little touches to the tutorials.For example I am going to be doing superheroes soon and probably using cartooning4kids chibi heroes. But the eyes will still be made my way.
If you want your drawing to be good and you think a tutorial helps I would say go for it

My style drawings in my superhero sketchbook (kind of)

Hi everybody,
So I have tried my style in drawing. However I decided anything that is my style can be in my superhero sketchbook. These drawings are not perfect, they are sketches especially since I did them with no pencil first. I hope you enjoy them

 Yondu from Guardians of the Galaxy the little thing is that arrow. His mouth is supposed to be whistling 

Gamora also from Guardians of the Galaxy

 Wolverine (not very proportional but it is pretty decent)

Antman on an ant. This is the original ant-man not the one in the movie

 Hawkeye

 So after doing all these superheroes none of them seem to smile so I had to do someone like joy who lights up a room

 Ben Feldman who is also Jonah in superstore. I really like that show

Black Widow. At first I hated this one now I don't think it is so bad

 Vision with like a gumball head (The head is really round.)

I hope you guys enjoy and please remember that creativity is a great outlet